I wonder whether the right combination really exists….

I simply can’t understand the concept of love at first sight. It is just an over-rated term and how does it really happen, I have no clue. But I know one thing that it fades away as soon as it happens. I don’t know what formula such people use to find their combination. And these days people consider any damn feeling as ‘love’. Probably they are just in love with the idea of falling in love. But the problem with me is that i just know how to fall in love with an idea.

All this is just too complex, but to make things simpler, lemme start with simple things.
What about a guy having mirror-cracking looks? Naaaah….I will leave them alone to crack all the mirrors. I think I will just get bored seeing the perfect looking ‘duh’ all my life. Hrithik Roshan is an exception.
I would prefer a cute guy with a sweet smile. But I have come across such guys, had a crush on few of them, but crushes are meant to be crushed when I find that these cutie-pies are dumb. I mean its just so difficult to have a good conversation when people reply in mono-syllables or talk about the most boring topic on this planet.

Although he is talkative like me but what to do if he has opposite interests?
He prefers reading a stupid book always when I wanna go for a movie or something adventurous? Or his kinda music just gives me headache. But if he turns out to be an understanding and caring person who cares what I like to do then I can expect some chemistry.

Two of a kind- If he likes all that I like and I simply enjoy his company. But he doesn’t do anything special like giving me gifts. Oh! how boring. I like to be treated like a princess. I just don’t understand the casual behaviors. Love is special and it makes one do special things.

Lack of acceptance? No. I just cant think about someone who doesn’t accept the way I’m. He should respect and accept my thoughts and interests. I don’t expect someone to think exactly the way i do, but there should be a sincere respect for my viewpoint.

What guys these days really lack is ‘focus’ and ‘patience’.
Guys changing lanes with slightest of disagreement,desperado and commitment phobics is a big ‘no’.
I just can’t compromise when it comes to food, clothes and guys.

People say that it is easy to fall in love. Really?
Well, maybe. But not in my case, it is hard for me to fall in love with just anyone. Something or the other is always missing. And it is even harder to accept that I’m in love……

I read this quote few days back, it kinda put me at ease but still I’m in dilemma that does the right combination really exists.

“When you love somebody, be ready to take the intensity of emotions.
Be jealous, anxious. Love with all your might. Take the pain and everything that comes with it.
Just make sure that the person is worth it.”

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